Twenty one, feeling down
\nI tell you nothing with a thousand words
\nand I weaker get, with every step
\nI waste my money on compact disc’s and staly fish
\nI can’t remember the last time I did something that made
\nme feel alright longer than a few hours
\nif I only had the strength to make some muffins then I
\nswear that I would share them with you now.<\/p>\n
Am I odd or am I not?
\nThat’s a question I spend time analyzing
\nI’m so soft, but still I’m not
\nliving up to what people want me to be
\ncause I’m busy with me, myself and I
\ncan’t be understood by someone I don’t know to well
\nso I’m shutting out the whole world just to play Nintendo
\nI’ve got these new games but I’m afraid you can’t join me.<\/p>\n
…These last few years I’ve been struggling
\nand I’m tired of keeping low profile
\nso now it’s time to show that I’m alive…<\/p>\n
I’m gonna change my life
\nChange my plans
\nChange my vans
\nEven start to dance now
\nChange my thoughts
\nChange my socks
\nChange my moves
\nEven change my Pro Fighter Q for you<\/p>\n
No it’s not for you
\nThis one’s just for me
\nThis one’s just for me
\nBullion<\/p>\n
Could it be I’m a lonely one
\nthat made everything so upsidedown now
\ncould it be all the lies I told that gave
\nnightmares to me after an olympic day
\nyou said everything was fine
\nbut I saw you through
\nand I knew that I was just as bad as you.<\/p>\n
Never said I would give you up
\nbut if I must then tell me why now
\nnever said I believed in all those things I’ve heard
\nabout you from those rumours now
\nI thought everything was fine
\nbut you proved me wrong
\nand I was taken by surprise.<\/p>\n
Don’t like me, don’t like me,
\ndon’t you know I’m good for nothing,
\ndon’t like me, was what you told me when I called you up.
\nDon’t like me, don’t like me,
\ndon’t you know I’m good for nothing,
\ndon’t like me, whatever I may say to make you feel that way.<\/p>\n
Could it be I’m a lonely one
\nthat turned everything so upside down now
\ncould it be that you told me that you still loved me that
\nmade me change so quickly now
\nI heard me when you called.<\/p>\n
Don’t like me, don’t like me,
\ndon’t you know I’m good for nothing,
\ndon’t like me, was what I told you when you called me up,
\ndon’t like me, don’t like me,
\ndon’t you know I’m good for nothing,
\ndon’t like me, eventhough inside I know I want you to
\ndidn’t want to tell you what to do.<\/p>\n
When you’ve been pushed to the side
\nyou feel kind of useless
\nit feels like something left inside
\nso do it right this time and leave that stuff behind
\nstop thinking about it, you have to get away right now.<\/p>\n
So move your car, I think it’s best for you right now,
\nmove your car, you have to get on with your life
\nso do it now!<\/p>\n
You don’t deserve to feel this way
\ncause you’re not a loser,
\nyou have to clear up your mind and see that it was not your
\nfault and you’re not the one to blame,
\nyou can put it away now, so take some time to change
\nyour life.<\/p>\n
I guess thats best for you to move that car
\nit will take some time, but in the end you’ll find
\nthat you are worth a better life than this.<\/p>\n
I wonder what the best thing is
\nto have a face or to have charm?
\nWell, my girl’s twofaced and she’s a fartalarm
\nI’m not blind and I do have nose,
\nbut I don’t wanna use it now,
\nI rather try to follow my heart this time
\ngood looks, it makes me nervous
\nI need someone who’s not perfect.<\/p>\n
It’s you, you’re overweight and lovely,
\nyes it’s true, a pig in walking shoes
\nyou drool every time we kiss, I must say you rule
\nI’m falling in love with you.<\/p>\n
I know that all those trendy girls
\nwould leave me when I’m broke
\nand also be disgusted if I smoke, no joke.
\nI don’t need a model
\nunless she has a major body.<\/p>\n
Just an ounce of human touch, I realize it’s a killercrush,
\nI’m dancing, I’m overjoyed.
\nI took a chance on you cause I wanted some romance
\nto and now I’m happy as can be
\ncause this supersized woman means all to me.<\/p>\n
First words you say in tears, complaining how I’m never near
\nI know I’m lost sometimes cause I’m grounded in my mind
\nit’s like this all the time, first I say you’re OK then I go my way
\nand you’re desperate, so desperate when you’re down.<\/p>\n
Here I stand, take my hand and I’ll try to understand you right
\nthe best way I can, cause after all I am your friend.<\/p>\n
Last words you scream to me, you don’t expect too much of me
\ncause I could give you anything if I just could be myself.
\nIt’s like that all the time, first I say that you’re OK then I go my way again
\nyou’re so desperate but still mine.<\/p>\n
But now the girl is working, now the girl feels fine and I’m the one who feels
\ndown, but if she’ll be working until the end of time
\nI hope she’ll understand me then, the best way she can
\ncause after all I am her friend till the end.<\/p>\n
The story of my life, well let’s just say it’s a fork and a knife
\nthere is one thing on my mind, one thing all the time, I got to fill my mouth
\ngot no favorite meal, I say every meal is clean if it fills me up for real
\nmy belly’s big and it’s just a start, my appetite is my heart
\nand when I had enough I just through up and laugh.<\/p>\n
This time, it’s not a cow, it’s kind of personal, can’t explain to you why
\nthis time, it’s not a cow, so Mr. PC are you ready to bow.<\/p>\n
Breakfast in bed, the bed’s in the kitchen so it’s easy to be fed
\nand when I’m fed, yes, when I’m fed, I go right back to bed
\nfood and sleepwatch, the thing should keep me from having too much
\nsometimes it feels that I could kill for desert.<\/p>\n
The story of my life, a big fork and the sharpest knife
\nI guess this solid bridge leads me on to the nearest fridge
\nnot a pig, sheep, chicken, moose, duck, snake, horse or a frog.<\/p>\n
You know the times when I’m lost and confused, I lose control, and I find you
\nto abuse, I feel like shit now cause it’s getting to me, I treat you like someone i
\ndon’t wanna be.
\nI talk to myself and say that you’re outstanding, then you call me up and i
\nexplain how I’m sorry again.<\/p>\n
It’s not the first time our love seems to be fading, but we’re still here and same
\nthings we’re defending, you leave me now and there will be no happy ending,
\nwe can at least try to pretend.<\/p>\n
We share my bed when we could share so much more, if we just could talk
\nthings out I’d sleep on the floor, I wanna give you all respect that I can
\nit can be hard cause I’m just a boy and not a man
\nyou have a point when you suggest it’s not that simple, I guess you’re right
\ncause there is many things on a plough.<\/p>\n
I need a rest right now, from myself and everyone, I got to focus my mind on
\nyou, you’re the one I love.<\/p>\n
Another fairytale about these enndless feelings and when it’s heating up
\nI think I’m stuck forever, I try to lose some weight, I try to get in shape
\nbut in the end I always end up lost inside myself.<\/p>\n
Up and down gets nothing done, I just keep it waiting
\nround and round out with the thumb, no, I just keep on waiting.<\/p>\n
Twelve numbers stare at me, sometimes it’s not that easy, instead of waking
\nup I think I’ll sleep forever, what happened to the dayroutines that always kept
\nme going? where the hell are all the dreams I had about my life?<\/p>\n
… now, but, someday I’ll get the time, to get me back on the right track and no
\nmore slack, got to keep an open mind, I got to get out of this daily grind
\nand deep inside I know I will.<\/p>\n
In a tiny spaceship, with four legs and a pillow and some sheets, that’s where my
\nidols always mee, I’d like to be there now.<\/p>\n
Trying every night to see a UFO, but in case I don’t, just in case I won’t
\nI’ve got my fantasy to lean on.<\/p>\n
Vulcan eyebrows, vulcan ears, that’s what I dream of, no more sorrow
\nno more tears, can’t you get me beamed up?
\nVulcan logic, vulcan needs, quite bizarre but still a dream
\nas I’m waiting for that beam.<\/p>\n
Bullshit is all we talk on this planet we call earth
\nsince I’m tired of that I’ll take a further step
\nI think I’ll find my way in space.<\/p>\n
On your knees cause you’re not wanted, your life is a
\nchaos and you wonder will it ever end, and all these
\nfeelings they’re not real, keep you down just the way it’s
\nplanned out today, today you’ve lost your way.<\/p>\n
People grin, behind your back they are talking, they are
\nsay you’re doing it the wrong way once again
\nall these relations you belived in seem to brake up and it
\ndrives you crazy.<\/p>\n
Anyday you’ll feel ok, your shoes will get you anywhere
\njust be patient cause soon you’ll have your fun.<\/p>\n
Staying in, hide away from problems, imagination’s
\nplaying games with you again, it’s no illusion, it’s just
\nconfusion, but when the fog’s gone you’ll come out
\nstrong, there’s no time to be feeling down.<\/p>\n
One step forward two steps back
\nwe’re the masters of disaster,
\npillowpride and shumway lies isn’t what you expected
\na solid demon crawls in you, at least that’s what they’re
\nsaying, but we don’t care, we’re just launging now and
\ngot to keep our pinegalic post.<\/p>\n
In a softworld, from AMF to earl grey
\nin a softworld, it’s softcore, but don’t ask me now what
\nit’s all about.<\/p>\n
Next stop is looking good
\ncause you don’t know what it offers
\nthe treasurehunt was ment to be something ultra clean
\nmunkers say it’s not OK
\ncause you’re lost in what you’re doing
\nbut this is it when softcore’s lit
\nand we won’t change a shit.<\/p>\n
Take time to wonder if it’s really worth it
\nso many broken kinder eggs
\nso many stolen lipton bags
\ndo we really give something back.<\/p>\n
Take your silly words and listen to yourself, cause I’m living my life tonight
\nand nothing’s gonna hurt me, can’t you
\nunderstand that I can be myself without everything, without anything,
\nwithout any help from you, we’re not having fun,
\nwe never really laughed, we have to get things before we end ourself.<\/p>\n
What about me? Do you care enough to see that I can’t live my life
\nthis way and that you don’t understand?
\nWhat about me? Am I the one who’s going down, cause sometimes
\nI can’t find myself and I’m wondering if this is really
\nme?<\/p>\n
I remember those days when we first met, how simple things were then,
\nwith no heartache and no pain
\nnow things change so fast that we must take the time to talk things
\nover and listen to our minds.<\/p>\n
Note: This is a “gone wrong” vocal take by Nikola that doesn’t really mean anything.
\nSource: The Swedish Podcast “Nere P\u00e5 Noll” (nerepanoll.se) episode 92 \u2013 “Den om Millencolin”<\/p>\n
You think you’re not cool cause you know every girl in town, but you don’t do,
\ncause when you’re out at night they don’t
\nlook your way, you’ve got all that trendy shit and a jolly air for brains
\nand you are busy to watch out for that ugly girl you know.<\/p>\n
You think girls like that will ruin your style,
\ncause a perfect guy like you need something more
\nyou’re so cool, you’ve got everything a girl desire,
\nyou’re so cool, with a perfect but you can go far.<\/p>\n
You’re telling me that I am thinking way to small to understand
\nthat you have reached your goals and I am far away
\nand all the things you say that you know I don’t want to hear,
\nso throw your empty words away and listen to what I say
\nI’m not jealous in all the lies you tell, just take it easy, you might end up in hell,
\nyou’re so perfect, you’ve got everything and you are way to cool
\nto understand that you are out of line.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
“Bullion” Twenty one, feeling down I tell you nothing with a thousand words and I weaker get, with every step I waste my money on compact disc’s and staly fish I can’t remember the last time I did something that made me feel alright longer than a few hours if I only had the strength<\/p>\n