Everything will soon turn black,
\nso here’s my letter.
\nTo get it off my chest.
\nPromise father, don’t look back,
\nit’s not for the better.
\nI know you tried your best.<\/p>\n
[Chorus:]<\/i>
\nEverybody seems so happy like they all share
\nsomething I haven’t felt for years.
\nFor long I’ve tried to just hold on but now I don’t care
\nI’m closing down my thoughts and fears.
\nForgive me, life is cruel.
\nI’m leaving you. <\/p>\n
Hear you little brother me,
\nyou know I’m sorry,
\nfor every high hand.
\nGive my love to mother,please
\ntell her not to worry.
\nI hope she’ll understand.<\/p>\n
So long, don’t wait for me in vain.
\nWhat’s wrong with being free from pain?
\nBe strong and live your lives like I never could.
\nFarewell, let the memories be nice.
\nTo hell!? Don’t think you go there twice.
\nI’m well off right here, it’s more than good.
\nSo Farewell… <\/p>\n
Everything is up to you, of that you’re aware.
\nYeah you know just what you’ve gotta do, the hard parts to dare.
\nYou’ve got to advance,
\nForget about your worries now, we all make mistakes.
\nYou’re gonna make it anyhow, ’cause you’ve got what it takes right?
\nNow here’s your big chance,
\nYou’ve gotta make a move now,<\/p>\n
‘Cause you’re free to be all that you want to,
\nSo don’t ever let your dreams pass by.
\nThere’s not a thing in this world that you can’t do,
\nNow all you gotta do is try.
\nAnd you want to:
\nYeah, we all want to.<\/p>\n
You know you’ve gotta have a go before its too late.
\nSo come on, this chance you cannot blow, just make your own fate now.
\nYou gotta make an effort,
\nYou gotta make your move now,<\/p>\n
‘Cause you’re free to be all that you want to,
\nSo don’t ever let your dreams pass by.
\nThere’s not a thing in this world that you can’t do,
\nNow all you gotta do is try.
\nAnd you want to;
\nYeah, we all wanna learn to fly.<\/p>\n
Yeah, I know its not an easy mission,
\nBut keep your goals up high, so high.
\n‘Cause I know you’ve got ambition.
\nSo don’t deny,
\nNow all you gotta do is try.<\/p>\n
‘Cause you’re free now,
\nYeah you’re free to be all that you want to.
\nDon’t let it be now,
\nNo don’t ever let your dreams pass by.
\n‘Cause you’re free to be all that you want to,
\nSo don’t ever let your dreams pass by.
\nThere’s not a thing in this world that you can’t do,
\nNow all you gotta do is try.
\nAnd you want to:
\nYeah, we all want to. <\/p>\n
I shouldn’t live in this part of town.
\nHuman nature sure has let me down.
\nSegregation! Does it ring a bell?
\nWell, I’ve gotta name that you can’t spell.<\/p>\n
Oh yeah, I know I’ve said it all before,
\nthat I don’t care where I belong no more.
\nWell, I’m just amazed cause when I look around,
\nthere are only rich, blond kids at the near playground.<\/p>\n
At the Wellpark Tramstation they get in and you get out.
\nIt’s a modern world sensation and it makes me wonder.
\nYeah, it makes me wonder what it’s all about?<\/p>\n
I say it’s fear, it’s fear, for all what’s queer.
\nIf it’s strange we panic. Yeah, we won’t come near.
\nAnd this, this fear, won’t disappear.
\nNo, the problems organic. Yeah, it will stay here.<\/p>\n
I know I’m here cause I’ve got the cash.
\nYeah, once you’ve got the money there won’t be no clash.
\nYeah, money is kind of sweet, it solves a lot for me.
\nGod bless A.Smith and the economy.<\/p>\n
So what’s a citizen to do?
\nWell, I could change my name or give all my money to the fewl? <\/p>\n
Even the smallest thing could be enough for you,
\nStill it was too hard for me to give.
\nEven the smallest thing could break your heart in two,
\nNo wonder why it’s hard for you to live.<\/p>\n
Just like I turn you down, I always shut you out.
\nNo matter who I blame you’re not around,
\nI can not turn back time, I can not change a thing.
\nNo matter what they say, I shut you out.<\/p>\n
Even the smallest thing could make your day complete,
\nI’ve never seen a bigger smile than yours.
\nEven the smallest thing could wipe you off your feet,
\nWhen no one’s catching you, you hit the floor.<\/p>\n
Just like I turn you down, I always shut you out.
\nNo matter who I blame you’re not around,
\nI can not turn back time, I can not change a thing.
\nNo matter what they say, I shut you out.<\/p>\n
I had a dream last night, a dream about a bear,
\ndancing in a trenchcoat, hat, and vest.
\nIt didn’t take me long to get me well aware
\nof who was hiding underneath that dress.
\nFor twenty six long years I’ve known that guy
\nand I would say his limit is the sky.
\nI know he would say that it’s no big deal.
\nHumbleness is not needed, you’re for real.<\/p>\n
Tonight, you turned into Supernova
\nThe Pepper will soon be in clover.
\nYou got your signs right down at Rover.
\nYeah, you turned into Supernova.<\/p>\n
He’ll show you how to pull the trigger on a gun.
\nI’ve heard that he’s in such a rage.
\nHe’ll show you more cause his career have just begun
\nso watch out for when he will hit the stage.
\nFor twenty six long years I’ve known that man
\nand I’m proud to say that we’re from the same clan.
\nA third one just like me and that’s alright
\nbut a star like Supernova is way more bright.<\/p>\n
I wouldn’t say it’s over.
\nYou got your signs at Rover
\nand soon you’ll be in clover.<\/p>\n
The Dude is out there tonight,
\nthey call him Supernova. <\/p>\n
I thought the hard times were well over now.
\nBrighter days would come and stay.
\nI guess I’m just not that lucky somehow,
\ncause you are standing in my way.
\nNo matter how well I do,
\nI know I’ll never be good enough for you.<\/p>\n
[Chorus:]<\/i>
\nYou’d love to watch me breakdown.
\nYou’d love to watch me go insane.
\nYou’d love to watch me breakdown.
\nI am a fool and I remain the same.<\/p>\n
My name is golden, but you call me pale.
\nYour heart will never let me in.
\nI know you curse, but smile inside when I fail.
\nYour jealousy is kept within.
\nNo matter how good I play,
\nyou only focus on the blunders I say.<\/p>\n
Yeah, I remain the same.
\nYou hate me cause I’m strange,
\nbut I remain the same and I will not change. <\/p>\n
Hey, what the hell do you want me to do?
\nHey, does it look like I’m static to you?
\nWell, you might look twice ’cause I’m moving.
\nOK, you see that I can walk which is good,
\nbut still you’re trying to make me talk like you would.
\nYour intention’s nice, you’re improving.<\/p>\n
For all you know you’re doing fine, but I guess it shows
\nthat even jewelry that’s fake do shine.<\/p>\n
So shut your mouth now big boy,
\nI’m just myself not your toy.
\nIt’s in my nature to be changing.
\nNow is it so hard to see?
\nYou can not make me to be
\nsomeone who never will be changing.<\/p>\n
So what the hell do you want me to say?
\nAnother halting rhyme, another cliche.
\nWell, you might be right this one time.
\nYou take for granted I’m your servant subdued.
\nIt doesn’t make sense to me, but to you.
\nSo here’s one last bright make shift rhyme.<\/p>\n
For all you know I’m just a fool, but I guess that shows
\nthat you can not judge the dog just by it’s drool.<\/p>\n
I’m losing you for a big smile on my face.
\nYou’re nothing new and not hard to replace.
\nI’m losing you, but I’m not losing ground.
\nSo Peekaboo! And you won’t be around.
\nYou won’t be around, you won’t be around.<\/p>\n
‘Cause I change with time and that’s not a crime.
\nSomeone like you can not derange me.
\nYeah, I change with time and that’s not a crime.
\nIt’s in my nature to be changing. <\/p>\n
Looking back on what I’ve done
\nRegret is all I see
\nI miss you
\nAnd the way it used to be<\/p>\n
My selfish ways have put me here
\nAlone I feel ashamed
\nAnd I know
\nThat I am the one to blame<\/p>\n
I know you feel the same
\nI don’t believe that a future day
\nWill make it go away
\nI don’t believe that a single try
\nWill make me see the light<\/p>\n
I start again back on square one
\nForgot what I’ve become
\nNow I am looking back on what I’ve done<\/p>\n
I have to trust my guts this time
\nTo believe that I’ll be fine
\nI have to trust myself
\nI’ll be okay<\/p>\n
But I was fine today
\nBecause I believe that a future day
\nWill make it go away
\nAnd I believe that a single try
\nWill help destroy the light<\/p>\n
A single try
\nA single try
\nA single try<\/p>\n
Will make me see the light<\/p>\n
Because I believe that a future day
\nWill make it go away
\nAnd I believe that a single try
\nWill help destroy the light<\/p>\n
Because I believe a… (future day)
\nYeah I believe in a future day
\nWill make it go away (future day)
\nYeah it helps it go away<\/p>\n
Destroy the…
\nDestroy the light
\nDestroy the light
\nDestroy the light <\/p>\n
I’m on the bottom, deep down. Yeah, in fear is where I stay,
\ncause penalization and bullying have made me what I am today.
\nFor too long I’ve been pushed around and my scars still burn.
\nNow look at my reaction, for the worse I’m gonna take a turn.<\/p>\n
So here I come with violence and me you can not stop.
\nGet out of my sight cause it’s time for payback.
\nI’ll fight whoever, yeah, I’ll hit them ’til they drop.
\nCause this time I’m gonna be on top. Yeah, I’m gonna be on top.<\/p>\n
It’s bottles up inside of me, I gotta let it all out.
\nSince the day that I was born I’ve taken shit, so I’m mad no doubt.
\nBut I’m a victim, you see. It’s always been my role.
\nBut things are gonna turn around cause now I’m gonna lose control. <\/p>\n
You say you wanna leave me,
\nsay you wanna be free
\nfrom everything you hate.
\nGet yourself together,
\nwe’ll always be together.
\nLove, you just can not rate.<\/p>\n
Been so long since we hooked,
\nbeen so long since we took
\ntime to get things right.
\nBut I’ll be here forever,
\nI’ll lie to you forever.
\nNow, it doesn’t look bright.<\/p>\n
[Chorus:]<\/i>
\nNobody is killing more time than you and I.
\nEverybody’s willing somehow to say goodbye.<\/p>\n
I think we’re getting used to,
\nused to be abused to.
\nDoubt is all there is.
\nWe can not spread out wings out,
\ncan not do a new thing.
\nDrought on what we miss.<\/p>\n
When everything is falling,
\nit’s like we both are crawling
\naround and around again.
\nEvery fight is too long,
\nevery word is too strong
\nBound to end it all, but when?<\/p>\n
The stalemate’s on and what we had is dead and gone.
\nIt’s like we just don’t care. We’re going nowhere.<\/p>\n
I wanna say goodbye. Yeah, I wanna say goodbye.
\nGoodbye to our big life lie, nothing’s gonna be alright.
\nYou know this is our best white lie. Nothing’s gonna be alright.
\nDoesn’t matter how we try, I wanna ask you why we can’t let it die?
\nEven though we both have tried, you know I always question why.
\nWhy we just can’t let it die? <\/p>\n
It’s our big life lie. <\/p>\n
Take warning, Boxer, I threw it all away.
\nShe, Tag’s along, I’m only sleeping, Can’t make me, Stay.
\nTime of her time, Bob, Get it rite.
\nLet’s go, Duncan, Dress you up, Blindfold.
\nTalk to me, Shandi, The first part, As we’re told.
\nOh sister, Panic, One more night, Rip it out.<\/p>\n
[Chorus:]<\/i>
\nCause I believe in Kingwood days.
\nHelp me hold my feelings longer.
\nKingwood days, make me stronger and alive.<\/p>\n
Down in the valley, Old friend, Microphone.
\nChange of ideas, My poor brain, Monochrome.
\nRats in the hallway, Soul on ice.
\nOnly in dreams, Mindgames, Live to tell.
\nThere’ll be no teardrops tonight, Wheeler, Sliverbells.
\nTen minutes, Welcome to paradise, Paralysed.<\/p>\n
So all these words do they have a meaning?
\nIt’s all in vain to try to read between the lines.
\nBut here’s a hint, S-T-E-R-E-O.
\nFrom all in print I guess threre are one or a few you know. <\/p>\n
When you are winning,
\nwhen you are winning I’m with you.
\nI’m sun and springing, yeah,
\nsun and springings what I do.
\nAnd I’m your best friend,
\nI’m your best friend, I pretend,
\njust like a new trend.
\nYou know this friendship will soon end.<\/p>\n
Cause when the hard times are coming
\nmy true colors show.
\nAnd what I give you is nothing,
\nI say you’re on your own.
\nCause when the hard times are coming,
\nI’m the first to run.
\nSo for the hard times,
\nyou know you’re on your own.<\/p>\n
You made a bad stroke.
\nYou made a bad stroke you should have known,
\ncause I’m all for smalltalk.
\nIf you want smalltalk then pick up the phone
\nand I’ll be your best friend.
\nWell, at least now for a little while,
\nbut don’t go around the bend,
\ncause I can only stand you when you smile.<\/p>\n
Cause when the hard times are coming
\nmy true colors show.
\nAnd what I give you is nothing,
\nI say you’re on your own.
\nCause when the hard times are coming,
\nI’m the first to run.
\nSo for the hard times,
\nyou know you’re on your own.
\nJust like a sinking stone.<\/p>\n
A friend in need is a friend indeed
\nthat’s what I’ve been told,
\nbut a friend in me lacks that heart of gold. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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